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Eddo Rogue

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I didn’t do the banning but the line through the name means they have been banned.
Yea that was weird, posting just to hate smh....seemed like a normal guy in his hello from california thread.
This is why I'm ashamed of being from CA and can't wait to get out. Many people seem cool when you are benefitting them, then turn out to be jerks when things get heavy.
 


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Yea that was weird, posting just to hate smh....seemed like a normal guy in his hello from california thread.
This is why I'm ashamed of being from CA and can't wait to get out. Many people seem cool when you are benefitting them, then turn out to be jerks when things get heavy.
Unfortunately there is a lot of that anymore.
 

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Hello all,

Haven't been on in a bit as my health has taken more of a turn for the worse. A few days ago I was dizzy and fell, was dazed and confused for a bit . When I did get up I fell down 7 more times. I went into the garage to sit down and called my mother. All of a sudden I said I don't feel good, she said call an ambulance. I fell out of my seat and and banged my head on the concrete floor, and knocked myself out. My mother called 911, and they found me unconscious and rushed me to the er..with extensive testing they found some more damage on the brain as some other health problems. Spent a couple days in the hospital. They released me with strict instructions for following up with all of my doctors. I felt I should let you all know.
 

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Hello all,

Haven't been on in a bit as my health has taken more of a turn for the worse. A few days ago I was dizzy and fell, was dazed and confused for a bit . When I did get up I fell down 7 more times. I went into the garage to sit down and called my mother. All of a sudden I said I don't feel good, she said call an ambulance. I fell out of my seat and and banged my head on the concrete floor, and knocked myself out. My mother called 911, and they found me unconscious and rushed me to the er..with extensive testing they found some more damage on the brain as some other health problems. Spent a couple days in the hospital. They released me with strict instructions for following up with all of my doctors. I felt I should let you all know.
Good to hear from you, even if this bad news. Glad ur at least still alive.

Sorry if silly but have you considered maybe padding up when moving around? I've had days of being clumsy or confined enough to need gear for even just simple tasks. Maybe some moto rider or rock climber or construction worker gear? I've implemented such in daily life.
 

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Hello all,

Haven't been on in a bit as my health has taken more of a turn for the worse. A few days ago I was dizzy and fell, was dazed and confused for a bit . When I did get up I fell down 7 more times. I went into the garage to sit down and called my mother. All of a sudden I said I don't feel good, she said call an ambulance. I fell out of my seat and and banged my head on the concrete floor, and knocked myself out. My mother called 911, and they found me unconscious and rushed me to the er..with extensive testing they found some more damage on the brain as some other health problems. Spent a couple days in the hospital. They released me with strict instructions for following up with all of my doctors. I felt I should let you all know.
Glad to hear you are still on this side of the dirt. Sorry to hear about the increasing health issues.
 

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Hope everyone has been doing well. My health keeps taking a turn for the not so well, and do apologize for not being on here as much as I have or when I can. Recently found out that both my shoulders need a full replacement..ugh..having a difficult time with these health issues..honestly I'm tired of it. I will come around when I am able to..again to all, thanks for all your support 🙏.
 

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I can relate. Hope things get better...
 

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I do hope it does, only God knows..

It will be number 3 for each shoulder..also number 3 for my back ad well.

I really miss my wife..it will be 3 years this April..same month as my birthday..definitely have not been the same without her.
 

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I hope everything goes well with the shoulders.

You'll see Rebecca again someday.
 

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I hear you on the shoulder issues. The right one is starting to have issues again after a few years of being fine since I had surgery on it. I imagine the job I have is a big contributor to that. The left one is still chugging along without any work on it yet but I imagine it will only be a matter of time.

I wish you success on the surgery and I agree with Jim. You'll see Rebecca in the next life. Please fight any thoughts of accelerating the time table on when that happens.
 

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All yall have been really cool , and my appreciation is completely grateful.

Recently had an ultrasound scan done on my throat as a lump was found on it in November from a cat scan when I was in the hospital. My Dr had that done and the results are suspicious. She will be doing more testing, she is really wanting to know what it is. She suspects maybe cancer, reason for more testing to determine what is going on.

Will pass information as I can.

Thanks again for your support.
 

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All yall have been really cool , and my appreciation is completely grateful.

Recently had an ultrasound scan done on my throat as a lump was found on it in November from a cat scan when I was in the hospital. My Dr had that done and the results are suspicious. She will be doing more testing, she is really wanting to know what it is. She suspects maybe cancer, reason for more testing to determine what is going on.

Will pass information as I can.

Thanks again for your support.
Thanks for checking in, sorry we didn't sooner. Well wishes as usual...in this earth life and beyond. Earth life is too short, even maxed out.
 

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All yall have been really cool , and my appreciation is completely grateful.

Recently had an ultrasound scan done on my throat as a lump was found on it in November from a cat scan when I was in the hospital. My Dr had that done and the results are suspicious. She will be doing more testing, she is really wanting to know what it is. She suspects maybe cancer, reason for more testing to determine what is going on.

Will pass information as I can.

Thanks again for your support.
Hoping and praying for the best man, it’s really nice seeing the great pics you take and post for us all. We are here for ya!
 

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