Went and taught a fellow gulf war veteran how to submit claims to the va for medical issues from his service time.
I really like helping my fellow vets with doing this. Its not that they arent capable of figuring it out but most people are scared of messing it up and getting denied help. I have done a bunch of claims for myself and others so i am really comfortable navigating the website.
I also learn things about my time while doing it. Helping them remember things and showing them how to write their issues out sometimes brings memories to me that i have covered/forgotten because of how stressful they were. Today, helping my buddy from work, made me really anxious because i remembered things i have blocked for 30+ years about training events and schools where things happened. I left his house with my chest feeling very tight and breathing very shallowly. I still feel on edge, now, and its been over an hour since i left.
I am thankful to have learned what i have and to be able to share this with guys like me, who got out before they gave the va training while outprocessing. We kind of learn on our own, it seems, so getting help for mental and physical issues sometimes never happens which leads to guys committing suicide or becoming hooked on drugs and alcohol.
Its definitely going to be a sleeping medicine night though