welp, I kinda didn't think about that at the second. All I knew was he was attempting murder and I made sure he couldn't. That's why 3 state attorney's quit in my case 'cause they didn't want to prosecute me. Also the judge told me he did what he did so I could have my concealed one day, and that he knows I learned to control myself after that, and he's right. sometimes I will sit down at night and cry over what I did to the guy for a minute, then realize, nothing I can do about him now. I did lose my temper, and god made sure I knew what the dirrefence was. When that man kicked down my door he got hit with a .50 hollow, and that haunts me too, but it was him or me this time and now I know the difference. I was 15 when the kids tried to hit that girl, she was 17, he was the daddy, and didn't want his daddy to find out, he was 17 also. Just realize this guys i'm 26 now, and god has let me go through this stuff for a reason, what it may be I have no idea yet, but he's done it to prepare me for something else, maybe a peaceful life. The circumstances going on around me though are making it harder and harder for me not to carry. People stalking in the shadows when I go to close my shop down, strong arm robberies in my nieghboor hood, which is mostly a middle class work ethic, and gun/ knife point robberies. So I hope I have made a decent decision on this weapon. All I have ever shot before my .50 was a 303 british from ww2 and my 22 browning bolt action, my 12 ga, and my 410, so a pistol is a different step for me to be able to carry unlike any of my others. Here's a prayer to all who've read this that you will never have to do something in self defense, may peace lead in front of you and keep your families and friends safe, let the only bullet be fired upon an enemy far from your door step, and in the pursuit of upkeeping our constitution, amen.