Im just in first year still nothing huge, taken calc 1 and programming courses as well as the technical writing class and did well in all of them.
What im finding the hardest is taking lots of classes at once as it does not suit my learning style.. I get overwhelmed too easily I guess.
Not sure what im going to do about that. For now im taking one or two at a time and getting good results- parents have agreed to let me stay as long as im in school, though they would like to see me take on more.
Until I can do that ive been taking intro classes to math, chem, phys, to brush up as highschool did not prepare me AT ALL. I despise highschool, waste of time. My math skills needed developing most of all, and I now feel much more prepared for the next step. Which is important!
Need to get my act to together, its driving me nuts.
But its not my attitude that's the problem its mostly the constant fatigue.. cant concentrate during class and such. Even went to the doctor and got bloodwork done but he just handed me a depression booklet and said to check up in a month?!?
Its damn hard to fix a problem that isnt obvious i guess.. kinda like a truck haha. But a mechanic wouldnt tell someone with a rattle in their engine that they were just imagining it and send them on their way? Damn doctors. They really are just pill pushers now, i can vouch for that stereotype.
Some students are there to hang out as well, but I cant stand that kind of thing. "Omg i failed the midterm" "Ya mee too hahaha" Makes me so angry that they have the ability to do it but no drive.. Im there to get my degree, whether my body will let me or not is another querstion lol.
For example on a daily basis how energetic do you feel? Ive got nothing to compare to but i feel like a zombie most of the time.. and its getting in the way of my goals now
