Suicidal thoughts...

[mtnrgr]

Hello all, haven't been on here for awhile. Have had some health issues, as of lately it has progressed. In the process of having some things done thru my doctor...with all so far it could be a strong possibility I have lung cancer. Not definite yet, still have more tests to have done. Will keep you all updated when I can.

 

[alwaysFlOoReD]

My thoughts are with you.

 

[sgtsandman]

Just can't seem to catch a break. Praying for you that the results are negative.

 

[Blmpkn]

My thoughts and prayers are definitely with you.

 

[Eddo Rogue]

Hang in there bub

 

[lil_Blue_Ford]

Definitely got my prayers, you’ve been through a lot already and really don’t deserve more

 

[Josh B]

You have my sympathy MtnRgr. Sometimes no words seem to help, even though help is only a whisper away.
Fight it Mtn, don't let it win. A psychiatrist isn't really a lot to hang on to, and you have my sympathy there too.
Fight it. for your family, for your friends, for yourself, don't give it up.
It won't be easy, or painless, but still the greatest help is in that whisper, keep the faith man.

 

[mtnrgr]

Appreciate the support everyone has given me...means alot.

 

[Eddo Rogue]

We prefer you stick around awhile longer.

 

[mtnrgr]

My lungs are clean and clear ..no signs of cancer. There were some issues found with my heart that has the dr concerned especially how severely enlarged it is, more tests...ugh. Onto the possibility of cardiac problems, at least my lungs are clear.

All yall have truly been supportive..

 

[sgtsandman]

I'll take that good news. So, one prayer answered. Now to move on to the next issue. Keep hanging in there!

 

[Josh B]

Do you get out and walk and such? Are you able to get out and exercise? Even just to get out in some new air and take in a new scene now and then? I sure hope so, I find those things very helpful

 

[mtnrgr]

Do you get out and walk and such? Are you able to get out and exercise? Even just to get out in some new air and take in a new scene now and then? I sure hope so, I find those things very helpful

Yes I do walk each day, gotta pace myself on the distance due to my balance issues. Walking is always an enjoyment I like to do. When I had my Rottweilers in the past I would walk for miles in the mountains hiking..they were helping me walk.

 

[mtnrgr]

To those who say pills will be good..no thanks..these type of people tell you pills are your best friend..

 

[oldgeek]

To those who say pills will be good..no thanks..these type of people tell you pills are your best friend..

I know some whose mental health was helped with meds. I tried Lexapro. It damaged my heart, and cardiac problems and mental health problems go hand in hand. that didn't help at all! So those meds scare me now. Besides, three blood pressure and one arrhythmia meds are enough. Too much, but a stroke isn't appealing either.

Hope they can pin down what's going on and you can get some relief!