i guess being in the military and being deployed it changes your perspective on things. Although i dont want to die for my country and im really not willing, I am however willing to help the enemy die for his. Its hard to civilians to truely embrace this ( i know beause i once was one) but for a soldier the most important thing is mission first, and protecting your battle buddy, and when you lose one its horrible. I personally have not lost any yet and i hope i never do, but its just part of the deal. And it isnt just special frces that through this, its basically every single unit in the military from infantry to engineers to cav, ect. I know lots of people that got hit by IED's, in IRAQ my friend next to me almost shot a little boy that pulled a gun out. The realities of what actually happens there on a daily basis and to almost everyone is actually probably shocking to most civilians in america, and they cant comprehend it and they really dont NEED to know about it and what its like.