That would be nice, if I could. No one knows how much those strokes changed me and my brain. I've never really been a patient person, I've always just "got 'er done", now, I just don't have any patience any more, I have a lot of trouble learning and retaining new information and my short term memory has been all but destroyed. Reading is especially hard, by the time I get to the end of a sentence I can't remember what I just read. I have to read it over and over 'til I get to the point that I just get really pissed off at myself and I have to stop. I've had a lot of trouble remembering where or how things go back or go together. I can't keep up with parts and tools, I spend a lot of time each day just trying to find something that I was using 5 min. ago. It gets so frustrating that after I cuss myself out for being so stupid I just quit and go in the house. Sometimes I'll go back out after an hour or two, sometimes I may not go back for two or three days. If you smoke, STOP, it ruined my life.