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- Nov 30, 2001
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- Gnaw Bone, Indiana
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Who can you help? I have a 19 year old child I deal with this all the time. We are alone in the universe with nuclear reactions and big rocks and physics and shit flying at us. It's up to us. Instead of looking inside, look outside. Go help somebody else. Be a rung on somebodies ladder. That's a DO. Go to an assisted living center and play checkers. Don't waste yourself. People need you. Stop thinking selfish.I am at that stage and thought of suicide again..
So much stress has really laid and weighed me down this time..
Have no fucking idea on how to deal with it..I do see a psychologist weekly, it helps, when I get so far gone I distance myself from people and life.
My friend is dying in the hospital, not from COVID other health issues..seeing the family deal with this is heartbreaking...known him for 25 years. I miss my Rebecca, the shoulder pain, many other things..
I do believe in God, have my whole life..there have been signs from him and hearing Rebecca's voice..I am so scared on what will happen.
My mind wanders with these thoughts.
How should I clear these thoughts from my mind?
Really need some input for those who can really help.